Buttered Toasts and the Olive

my house is a mess and i am completely ok with the dishes piled in the sink, the toys on the floor, the couch pillows on the floor...i am quiet, i feel the lord close and i have overwhelming tears for Him - his closeness now to me, how he is so gentle with me and so present now.  Thank you Lord! How he gives me these places to be with Him, these times - this quiet.  As doubt creeps in - I push it away - I soak in this and breathe in and out with gratitude.  I love this day.  I am grateful for it and look forward to what is planned for me - I can't wait to go with my best girlfriends for a horseback ride - thank you Lord for them, for the fun you give.